1st Sem Break

1st sem ended on 14th Sept 2009,which was the last day of 1st sem final exam.I will only go back to Bintulu this coming Sunday.Will come back to KL again on 4th Oct. I thank God for taking good care of me every now and then. Thank God for giving me the strength and will to be independent too.Last Monday was the first time I cried in KL since I came here to further my tertiary studies. It was because of my BMS test. The questions were all easy. But I spent too much time on drawing graphs(because the graph papers didn't have obvious lines between 10 columns like the usual ones.I got so headace counting the columns one by one.) I was unable to finish answering the questions in the end. 16% just gone like that. I was so depressed as they were really easy questions. When I walked out of the exam room, I kept myself silent because I had no mood to say a word. When 2 of my classmates walked towards me and asked how was my exam, I speaked out and cried suddenly. I couldn't control myself anymore. I think I have no chance to get A for that subject since 16% gone already.Sweat.... Anyway...take it as a lesson then.

Another thing is that my friendship with a classmate seems like....emm...how to explain?We're like strangers now. But I think it was because of my negative self-opinions on him. We had not talked to each other for 2 weeks++ I think.He phoned me tonight when I was watching movie. I answered the phone call but didn't talk much. I do hope that this kind of opinions dissapeared.

Well...Was quite boring this few days. Just spent my time watching movie,eating,sleeping,cleaning the house and bla bla bla. == Hope that I will have a memorable and enjoyable sem break in Bintulu for 2 weeks.


These are some photos taken during exam week:






went to Jusco with Huey Ling and Mei Ping even during exam week ><



ya it's McD

Kiss The Rain(Yiruma) lyrics

Kiss The Rain(Yiruma) lyrics:RS 1


I often close my eyes
And I can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dream
Although your heart is mine
It's hollow inside
I never had your love
And I never will

CHORUS
And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me
Like I've always loved you
But how can you love me
Like I loved you when
You can't even look me straight in my eyes

VRS 2/3
I've never felt this way
To be so in love
To have someone there
Yet feel so alone
Aren't you supposed to be
The one to wipe my tears
The on to say that you would never leave

The waters calm and still
My reflection is there
I see you holding me
But then you disappear
All that is left of you
Is a memory
On that only, exists in my dreams

CHORUS

VRS 4
I don't know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
And it just hurts so much
To know that I can't do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I just know
That no matter what
I'll always love you

VRS 1

So why am I still here in the rain

The war begins

wuhuu~~I'm going to sit for final exam at 9a.m. today!It's just after 2 hours++
Can't figure out why I'm getting lazy before exam. Still spent my night before exam chatting with friends,online,watching movies and bla bla bla...== Where had my heart gone to??ugh~~~
Anyway,had 2 ejoyable days with my eldest bro and his gf last Saturday and Sunday during their visit. >< Ate ALOT!!!nice~~~~ XD
YO!!!I'm going back to Bintulu soon!!! hihihi ~~~
All the best in exams my friends!





last day of ENG tutorial class of 1st sem(27/08/09)



nice chicken chop!!!oh~~~sorry for the view.I forgot to capture it before started eating ><